Finding God’s will.

This was the great mystery of my life for many years. I struggled to try to understand what God had planned for me while I am here on earth. I prayed and meditated and spoke with other people because I really wanted to do God’s will and be great at it. Eventually I just stopped […]

Heaven-life

I was reminded this morning how we are afforded the right to live a heaven-life here in the physical realm. We can achieve this through obtaining and maintaining a conscious contact with the Divine Love. As I have learned through the different practices the process of living in the sunlight of the Divine Spirit is […]

Fun and laughter.

These are my biggest desires. To have fun and enjoy laughter because this is the reason for life. These are the result of a life lived in honesty. We have been given the gift of, or we have chosen to be in this realm, on this planet during this time so we can revel in […]

Doubt = opportunity.

For many years I believed that my doubt made we weak or stupid. For this reason, I attempted to come across as highly intelligent and I would insert myself into any conversation regardless of the fact that I had no idea what they were talking about. I wanted so badly to feel confident that I […]

Admitting.

I never experienced true freedom until after I had admitted to myself and another human being the secrets I held inside. I understand that this action has been formalized in many religions, yet it did not take effect until I was living out a lifestyle in sobriety and I was truly willing to change. I […]

The warrior of Light. What is their job?

The concept creeped in to my mind yesterday and I stopped long enough to formulate a couple of thoughts. I have always believed how the warriors of light had the job of battle, fighting, being protective through violence. The warrior of Light is yoked with defeating the darkness. Obviously, I created this concept as a […]

To be of service.

This was the main lesson I heard when I first got sober. I was still caught up in my ego and I decided that I would be of service and people would think I was a great person and everyone would love me. However, when I did not get the recognition, I thought I deserved […]

Shame

I used to live in my shame and use it to try and keep myself in check. I would attempt to stop myself from repeating behaviors which hurt myself and others. As I look back, I can see how I used shame as the selfish whip in order to bring myself to alignment with some […]

Being the reflection.

I am reminded how we are each a physical manifestation of the Divine Creator. As I consider how God is Love I imagine what that level of Love entails. I imagine acceptance of each being as they are in my life at each moment. I imagine being supportive of each decision every being makes without […]

Simplicity

I have often said I like the simple life and I understood that to mean that I did very few things in life. However, it occurred to me that I was missing out on much of life’s entertainment. This morning it dawned on me how I can have many activities and maintain a simplicity about […]