I recall feeling so defeated every time I got something wrong.
In school, on the field, the stage, in the realm of relationships.
Eventually I tried to make myself feel better through arrogance, dishonesty and bravado.
Eventually, those coping mechanisms cut me down, mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually.
This turned into some of my greatest transformative episodes of my life.
In was when I was finally sick enough, I sought help from others who seemed to be truly happy.
In the years since my last transformation, I have found many beings who have experienced changes from within.
I learned there is no right or wrong, good or bad, success or failure.
There are only experiences through which we discover what resonates with our highest good and that which does not.
As scary and anxiety ridden as the transformations were, today I can see how they were needed for me to get to my new understanding.
May each of you allow yourself the gift of knowing that when you are going through a transition, there is always a deeper understanding when you are leveled up.
You are Love and Loved.
