I am reminded how I get to move upward after I have been saved from my own limiting beliefs and destructive behaviors.
For many years I would drink, act out in negative ways, and then feel sorry for a while. Once I thought I was forgiven, and everything was once again right with the world I would go back out, drink and do the same pattern over and over again.
Eventually I was saved from alcoholism, and I no longer desired alcohol. I was well behaved for a while but then I decided to do the same behaviors even sober.
I eventually found out how I was exercising my free will.
I was saved from alcohol yet continued to behave in the same ways, why?
I never bothered looking to the source of my thoughts, feelings, actions, and reactions.
I knew how to stuff my emotions so I would appear to be a good guy, but I never really healed.
I have since discovered my limiting beliefs, released myself from them, and created new healthy beliefs.
I have worked myself out of the cycle of self-defeat and created a cycle of healing.
I have let go of the shame and embraced the loving safe energy that is God.
May each of you allow yourself the gift of living in the loving embrace of the eternal Love that is God.
You are Love and Loved.