I am reminded how I first needed to heal myself then I can go out and help others.
Some people told me I was being selfish and lazy.
I have tried to help others without first healing my angst, frustration, annoyance, fear, hatred and other negative energy and I ended up feeling unsatisfied and wanting some recognition.
This left me with no desire to be of service in the future.
After I became willing to heal.
I did the work of clearing away my resentments and fear.
I then found I could be joyfully of service without the need for applause or recognition.
May each of you allow yourself the gift of being selfish enough to heal before you help.
You are Love and Loved.
