Many times, in my life I have answered the question: “How are you doing?” with the word fine.
I made it a habit to tell others I was living my dream.
At that time, I was working on changing the programed victim stance thinking in my head to a statement of appreciation. Hoping I would be able to see the world as an amazing creation.
I got caught up in the world and I continued to act out as a victim of the system I worked in, the marriage I was in, the community I lived in and any other experience in which I could see myself as a victim.
Eventually I had worked myself out of the marriage, the community and I retired from my career. These were each very difficult and life shaking events.
I am now living an amazing life because I changed how I believe, think and feel.
Today, I am still working on admitting when I am going through a transition in life because I have a tough time admitting when I am struggling.
I am aware that this experience is just another transition, and I will eventually come out of it with a deeper understanding of life and with new reactions to life.
However, right now it is a tough one.
May each of you allow yourself the gift of admitting when it seems a bit difficult.
There is much Love for you.
