I am reminded this is the process of change.
I must first change within myself before anything outside of me will change.
During one inventory, the pattern of my relationships it was pointed out to me.
As we spoke about the pattern the only common denominator was me and my unhealthy responses to others.
In the relationships with work, friends, family, even acquaintances, I was the common factor.
When I finally accepted that I was the cause of the issues in my relationships I was crushed.
Primarily because my self-esteem was already low and this experience demolished me.
How dark it is before the dawn.
I was now willing to change within as opposed to running away.
I am compassionate, empathetic, kind, loving, accepting, grateful, peaceful, and loving.
I am responsible for my reactions to life as I perceive life.
Nothing outside of me gets to control the inside of me.
I am in charge of my mindset and my reactions to myself and others.
Everything in my life happens exactly as it should for my greatest good.
May each of you allow yourself the gift of change from within.
You are Love and Loved.
