Peace.
I used to think that I had to force myself to be peaceful and make sure everyone understood that I was feeling peaceful. Eventually all the judgements, expectations, and ego based demands I had been burying deep inside would come out in some unhealthy manner. Today I understand how the world is exactly as it […]
Sharing.
I am reminded this morning how my research and my expertise are of very little use when it comes to helping others. It is my personal experiences and my willingness to honestly share those experiences with others that makes me the most helpful. Sharing about the why behind my past life choices, the cause of […]
Stream of goodness.
There is a universal frequency of goodness. A vibration which flows through and is the universe. This goodness is all things, in all things, and connects all things. This goodness many people call God, others call it Source Energy, All Power, Mother, Creator, Father God, or whatever you choose to call it. Every being you […]
Divine design.
I have come to understand there is a Divine design for each and every being in existence. Many people refer to it as God’s will. Regardless the name there is a plan for everyone, and our life’s mission is to live out that plan. I have spent hours upon hours begging to hear God’s will […]
Balance from within.
I have had many struggles with the “need” for many material things. I know there is no inherent evil in material possessions or money, and I know I need only to have pure intentions behind my desire for such things. I have discovered that I need to first find and utilize the gifts of the […]
There is no right or wrong.
I was reminded this morning that we can make any decision we choose as long as we are willing to maintain a willingness to learn from the experience. When I am faced with a decision I can look at my past experiences and determine if I want to make the same choices or do I […]
Never alone.
I remember thinking I am always alone, even in a crowded room. I seemed to have cut myself off from everyone and I always had some excuse or judgement which I used to separate myself from others. My reasoning behind this varied from situation to situation, but it came down to me separating myself from […]
Happy where you are.
This has been one of the more difficult changes I have ever tried to make. I have always tried to make myself happy by keeping others happy. In fact, I got to the point where I could be out in public and see what I judged as an unhappy look on a stranger’s face, and […]
Perspective equals balance.
When I sit in my judgmental state of mind I am out of sorts. I get frustrated, annoyed, angry, and even resentful. I spent many years living out of balance and pretending I was happy that I was so much better than others. As I grew along and found willingness to be honest, I discovered […]
Expressing the Divine.
As a child I believed that the more pious and religious I was the more Divine I became. In my mistaken beliefs I thought that meant I was better than others who were not as good as I was at being good. In reality I was trying to hide how bad I thought I was […]
