It’s not what you think.
I remember being told that I needed to be born again in order to be saved from hell.
I was afraid of living out eternity burning in fire after I died so I did everything I could to get this conversion.
The result was living a double life where I was this great person in front of some people, and I was cheating and lying to other people.
It wasn’t until I had a complete emotional breakdown that I became willing to be honest about how I was living.
It was after that breakdown that my conversion began.
Over the last few years, I have gone through a few dark nights of the soul, and I have experienced some level of conversion each time.
I am not going to hell because it does not exist as a place, it is a state of being, I’ve already been there, and I choose to remain in a state of hope, grace, and joy.
Today I get to maintain a level of awareness of God in and around me. The eternal Love that is the creator of all and is within and around all.
May each of you allow yourself the gift of a conscious awareness of the Divine in and around you.
You are Love and Loved.
