I am reminded how it was through my difficulties that I became willing to change.
Very early in life I learned how my choices would bring pain from others.
I never equated that pain to a willingness to change.
I also discovered how my behaviors could bring hurt to others.
I never equated that hurt to a willingness to change.
It was not until I caused my own pain and suffering that I gained a willingness to change.
It was during some of the darkest days of my life that I desired to change me.
No more blaming others, no more justifications or rationalizations, simply a desire to be different.
It was then my spiritual journey began. I already knew a religion, but I was not tuned into the frequency of God.
It has been many, many, 24 hours and I have only begun my journey.
Yet I am more accepting, grateful, kind, peaceful, and loving.
I have a desire to continue to deepen my connection to the Divine.
May each of you find your connection to God.
You are Loved.
